Noo lol. He did love his father, and that's why seeing his dad have sex with the girl messed him up (after it, he couldn't act normal anymore). But he didn't love his dad in boyfriend kind of way, just a family kind of way.
We still know nothing... those flashbacks are incomplete. Maybe he was mastubating, maybe he was crying, maybe he was peeling his own skin...
we have to wait until the mangaka wants to reveal everything. BUT this kind of illness doesn't have a logical origin. Maybe we'll be disappointed when we know the whole story.
Hello Moi?, I always read yours posts.
I don't understand what 'F~FFFFFF' is. English is not my first language so sometimes I can´t sense(I don't know if this is the correct word) feelings like negativity. I just wanted to talk about others posibilitys. "Peeling his own skin " came to my mind for personal experiences. I didn't want to bother anyone.
Lo de pelarse la piel o arrancársela no se me había ocurrido :O. En realidad nunca le dí importancia a lo que el pudo haber hecho o no mientras veía lo que pasaba (para mí solo lloraba), lo mismo con lo de la chica diciendo que él era "repugnante". Simplemente pensé que era una p#_a psicótica y nada más! Aunque tiene sentido que en la desesperación del momento él reaccionara lastimándose. Me produce más curiosidad la reacción del novio/terapeuta cuando el menciona al padre mientras tenían sexo :s casi como si no le sorprendiera....será el hermano de la loca???!! ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
He was in love with his father.