If you are interested than you could try to listen to instrumental music, find the type that suits you, it could help to calm you down a bit, I personally enjoy lofi.
Know that it's okay to have that kind of emotions, it's okay to feel sad, you are who you are, know that you worth more than you think, yes there is bad day but there will also be good one, trust me, it's just a part of living.
Just reach out and don't be afraid, you can do it, keep living dear one.
guys i'm really really happy that you guys confronted me.... tho we never saw each other before you guys supported me......... i actally never expected this...... all your love,support kindness you guys gave, i really can't express through words that how much it meant to me........... love you loads ╥﹏╥............*ugly cries*
guys........ i'm really depressed right now and i don't have any idea why am i depressed.......... i feel like i want to cry..... have you guys experienced this?..... lets talk something good cuz i don't have any frnds to talk 'bout my problems.......... I don't know my heat hearts a lot.... this is lot....... i'm really weak to handle this... my hands are cold. my lips are numb.... my eyes are teary.... at some point i'm not happy with myself ........ i just hate this......
anyway thank you sooo much for listeming to me and giving me kind advice i love you guys........ ╥﹏╥