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Knew what tell meh I dum so I don’t get it tell meh pllsss

so there are three people, ocean ,river and molandi the vampire, (those are not the actual names, river was bin he i think, I can't remember the name of the blonde guy called ocean) river likes ocean but never tells him, and ocean already has a girl friend but when there was a challenge where ocean had to do 50 push ups with river under him, river couldn't help it and after years of secrecy he finally kissed him. and then river runs away, we don't actually get to see ocean's expression.
and after that ocean's girl friend confronts him and blames him for that. but we see from the girl friends pov that ocean cared for river more than anyone else, almost like a lover, so she changed her self to be more like river to gain ocean's attention and it worked. but then she gets killed by molandi's (the vampire with long hair) lover and river gets arrested for it.

well you'll have to read at least from the middle to gain more clarity but the thing here is, though ocean acted as if he did not realize river's feelings towards him. I had the feeling that he knew the moment they met, but river though he was quite intelligent refused to consider that possibility in this situation. and that guy is a vampire killer, he killed molandi's lover who murdered his girlfriend and who nearly killed river also. molandi had to turn river into a vampire to keep him from dying.
but now the story shows that ocean actually grinned the moment river finally gave in, as if he was waiting for this moment since years. not in a lover way, but like a manipulative plan way.though I think he actually loves him, he could've kept the vampire woman who nearly killed river for experiments, it shows that his brother screaming at him from the phone to keep the specimen for experiments but he kills her for revenge- and before she dies she tells him that the boy is still alive and he's been searching for river ever since, ocean calls river but river never picks up.right now he is saying why he did that
hope I didn't confuse you further, again please read at least from the middle, it'll help you better(⌒▽⌒)

Thhaaankkk uuuuu now I understand it and I will do that imma start from the first chap tho(≧∀≦)

no prob! the story between river and ocean is very sweet, you won't regret reading it

Thank you for you're thoughts.. took me a while to even remember the scene since it's been a while. To be fairly honest I disliked the relationship they had since it was a one-sided love as far as River could see. Also didn't Ocean decide to kill a few dogs as well? That didn't sit right with me, even River knew about it. I'm sure the author will get into more detail from Oceans perspective but I'm a bit confused as to why he smiled after the kiss since iirc there was no way to tell that the Vampire Woman would even come for River therefore he wouldn't have known any link in between them.

I hope the relationship between River and Morlandi (not sure if that's correct prob not lmao) work out. They seem like a good pair, if they don't I'ma cry ( ；∀；)

i get the feeling, as lovers i don't know about river and ocean, but he was a good friend, he even tried to save river when he was being arrested for his girlfriends murder,and all the characters knew about that girlfriend vampire right? i can't remember perfectly but she was the one giving accommodations and the boat they used was her son's right? i think ocean doubted it since the moment things began to turn bad he checked on her pulse right?
somehow i feel distant with molandi , i don't know why, i have feelings for river and oceans relationship than river and molandi. but no matter how you look at it molandi and river should stick together, that guy is very dangerous and very secretive but i really do think even if it is not love he has something deep for river, it's like he put on a bit of a facade but still his care for river seeped through it even him unaware of it
any way this are my feelings about it ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Yeah you're totally right. Sometimes my brain just decided to forget some scenes and then remembers them later. Morlandi definately feels distant right now, not close to actual lovers, he even said smt about River will eventually find another lover or smt along those lines. Ocean was def a good friend too like you said but also sus asf. Sooo yeah totally agree with you LMAO.

it's not your brain's fault, the intervals between the chapters are too long, I have studies so I'm only reading a selected few, so I have a decent memory of what is going on. still worth it I guess, I just can't wait for that ocean guy to show who he really is, for better or worse, I don't care

im sorry i'm a bit confused. isn't molandi is ocean? the one river's best friend with is sea, or am i wrong?

..ok ...ok....sorry about the confusion, i haven't got it quite right I guess then, sorry. so molandi is the ocean, the friend guy is the sea, the friend's girlfriend is lake, and the fragile looking kid is river, did I get it right? I'm sorry for the confusion, I got sea and ocean mixed up, I didn't even remember if molandi was called something like that, so thank you for pointing outmy mistake