Crying buckets

Hestia October 12, 2020 4:53 pm

I'm shedding so many tears while reading about the kings thoughts, how selfish of him to take half the time he believes her to have left to live to try to alleviate some of his guilt he finally felt after 19 years. It took this long and for his child to say she was dying for him to have an ounce of care, and its stemming from guilt. He was right when he said he was a terrible father, she can't help who her mother is it wasn't her choice, and sure maybe you can't show outward affection because the mothers side will grow in power when they are an evil household, but none the less that is YOUR child, and helping from the shadows, showing affection in secret, being willing to show any ounce of care for a child whose all alone in a cut throat place like the palace would have been better then ignoring her because you don't like her mom. Im sure he will keep being his selfish self, because after all he did say he was not only going against what she hoped for the last few years of her life, but it was because he wanted to feel more secure in his selfishness. Sure he can say that its partly because people will be after her life and I get that, but thats what bodyguards are a secured home and territory are for. Sorry I just, im so frustrated.

Responses
    Teaiskindacold October 12, 2020 5:08 pm

    Not only that he hasn't even talk to her after the last time they met so he just waiting her time

    gsk October 12, 2020 7:25 pm

    Omg, I thought I was the only one who cried a lot during that chapter, huhuhu... I was crying to the point that I don't know anymore why I'm crying TT

    Pacgirl October 12, 2020 8:17 pm

    Yeah I wanted to punch the dude when he made some silly excuse like “oh I should keep her here cause it’ll be safer.” With that psycho brother who sees her as an obstacle for the throne? I don’t know if the bro’s personality will be any different in this timeline, but HELL NAH that ain’t safe. It would’ve been safer to send her with some money far away where no one recognizes her. I can’t believe he feels guilt but can’t even respect her “final” wishes. Plus I’m sure some people that hate her would not be happy to hear that she’s still in line for the throne.

    Hestia October 12, 2020 10:55 pm
    Not only that he hasn't even talk to her after the last time they met so he just waiting her time Teaiskindacold

    Agreed, it seems his time is of far more importance to him than hers sadly

    Hestia October 12, 2020 10:56 pm
    Omg, I thought I was the only one who cried a lot during that chapter, huhuhu... I was crying to the point that I don't know anymore why I'm crying TT gsk

    You're definitely not alone, I was wiping tears away the whole time its was beyond upsetting

    Hestia October 12, 2020 10:59 pm
    Yeah I wanted to punch the dude when he made some silly excuse like “oh I should keep her here cause it’ll be safer.” With that psycho brother who sees her as an obstacle for the throne? I don’t know if... Pacgirl

    Agreed people that don't like her will be far more happy if she openly left, there is that fear that those that dislike her enough would harm her when she left but there are ways to make sure that doesn't happen. I don't know how much the king knows about his sons dislike for her and that its to the point of murder, but with succession that's always a possibility, even more so when its not just from a noble family but the family of the crown itself