why do i do this to myself

i don't know man but same

(Can't remember their names) The brother with the dark hair woke up thinking that the brother with the lighter hair had died in bed and he then killed himself but as you see he was still alive then (the brother with the blond hair)dyed his hair the same colour as the other brother cause he always wished for hair just like him.

Toru -black Haiti
Natsuno-blond hair