same thoughts and I also want to know too
i thought like by illness they meant like a mental struggle??
oohh so that's it (??) we're all still unsure lol
i think they mean the insomnia caused by the trauma his family gave him,his father is a shithead. and byeonduck comfirmed that NK is SH first love
oohh thanks for explaining
Ohhhhh
Wait....does that mean he was in love before? Something might've happened for him to turn to sex and drugs. Also did they make it seem like he had an illness that he's been dealing with this whole time?