Banana Fish

well you just need take a lot of time to forget but then you will watch it again then you need to try to forget again then the cycle will continue

He asked for HELP, you just told about his impending DOOM.

this is life dear. once you see them, you will try to forgot them but you will feel the urge to try to find the thing that you've forgot so now you will live in continuous cycle and the damn ded ash cant left you (/^▽^)/

ah but you can try read some djs but its like living in fake truth (￣∇￣")

You just have to go and find every painful fact about banana fish (or let it come to you) then you won't be crying everything you think out ash :)

I made all videos on utube as not interested. And started watching a long series. Like Naruto, bleach, Noragami.... But it still popped in my mind while sleeping. So, I started painting.... U can try your hobby as distraction...

Sweet jesus, that's dark, and probably what'll eventually happen to me as well ( T﹏T )

Well well well what i understand from your answers (thanks btw!), is there's no way to feel better, even time? Jeez it's making me hopeless, so what i'm going to do next is probably draw them until i feel like i'll remember their cute ass faces forever, and then spend most of my student-money to buy theses damn rare mangas. And hum perhaps it'll get better... oh and thanks for your replies! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

*by "it'll get better" i meant less worse, cause yes i saw that you guys were still hurt, sorry, okay bye take care!

Thank u dear, i'll definetly need smooth lil things like this (づ￣ ³￣)づ