I knew that the father will die from the very beginning but still can't get overe it , I'...

I knew that the father will die from the very beginning but still can't get overe it , I'm a sad potato right now and also heath he was just trying to act all cool to hide the pain no but also to accept the situation he's in , i wish he can be happy ╥﹏╥. Not to forget the prostitute that died in the motel ....☹