I cried so hard. I haven't found anything I'm passionate about and I'm just passing my day...

Lonely Depresso October 5, 2020 1:41 pm

I cried so hard. I haven't found anything I'm passionate about and I'm just passing my days without any purpose.. I even passed my entrance exams and got into my first uni choice and yet, I feel nothing. I don't have anything I particularly enjoy/like and I have no dreams or talents I have noticed. I've been thinking about it a lot and now that I found this manga my worries grow darker and deeper and I fear that I will never have any interest in anything, or even if I find something , it will be too late to wholeheartedly enjoy it..
Nevermind that, when I saw this I immediately started crying for no reason.. maybe I realised that I have been longing for someone to say that to me.. someone to pay attention to what I say and not cut me off or simply ignore me .. Cause I usually talk a lot , and about irrelevant/weird/unnoticeable things..
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blue_period/hs/mpn_chapter-2241977/pg-9/

Responses
    kitchama October 5, 2020 6:52 pm

    it's okie to not have any passions or dreams rn. take your time to discover them. it's never too late to explore. it feels like everyone around you are full of dreams and hopes and passion but really, a majority of us don't have many of them or at all tbh. explore and try things out, you have time. it feels like we're always in a rush to figure things out but you have a long way ahead to discover new things and change along the way. and even if you never may find something, it's okay to not be intensely passionate about something. some people live without needing something like that, content with small hobbies and things they like but perhaps not passionately enough to pursue as a career or such. that's okay. this was a lotta rambling i'm sorry shjkdfsdg