Hey, really couldn't remember a yaoi. The uke only able to sex with the one he loves. He i...

Hey, really couldn't remember a yaoi. The uke only able to sex with the one he loves. He is lonely but act moody to cover it. He secretly loves his office mate and went to smoking room only to saw him (he didn't smoke). Then the seme ask him out, he said he actually realize that the uke likes him. But actually the seme is a sadist, but the uke don't really mind. It was really popular back then, something like kira kira or yume title, but couldn't remember it T.T