there's a pit in my stomach

I legitimately cried for the duration of the last five chapters, and all the while I felt my stomach sinking. This hit me harddddd.
Ps. Vice captain I flipping love you ┗( T﹏T )┛ oh and also little brother, you are a sweetheart for trying to save her. And everyone in the knight's . (=・ω・=)

i didn't really cry or anything but i did get that sinking feeling, i love it when something can genuinely make me feel smn (=・ω・=)