Hi would someone please help

So I’m looking for this bl manga where the ml is a fashion disagner I think and is very beautiful therefore since he was young girl would take advantage of him and he would never be able to stay in a relationship for long... anyway he got drunk in a bar and met the seme one thing leads to another and they start living together and the seme said if he falls in love with him he will kick him out however over time the seme realised he has feelings for the uke,,,,,,, sorry it’s messed up I don’t remember much