I want to be mad at her

I want to be mad at her for being so dense, but fuck I understand. She's not being stupidly dense for the sake of being stupidly dense. She feels so inferior and just so so hung up on the fear that she's going to suddenly disappear and they're all going to disappear that she can't allow herself to think that maybe someone would like her. Or that she even has the luxury of liking anyone back. And got that anxiety must be so terrifying. I want her to just be happy while it lasts, but man I completely understand that fear. And so I cannot hate her or be mad at her huhuhu. She has enough to be worried about huhuhuhu