Sorry if I’m being selfish, but it’s nice to know people who are goin they the Samen shut as me..
My parents want me to be a doctor or get into civil services...but I don’t want that..I really just want to live life in the moment and do something like social media or start a radio station or anything that’s outside the box and let’s me have with every day life...when I told my parents I dint wanna be a doctor or get into civil.s , I was criticized really bad, but I didn’t back out for 2months , and trust me those w months were hell , day in and out I would have to be burdened by their taunts and provocations and judgements and I finally gave in to their demands
And yes same , I don’t now what’s major or college I wanna go to , though I’m pretty sure I’m not gonna get a say in it anyway , my parents are gonna decide for me , I have no right to give an opinion in my own FUCKING LIFE
lmao i kinda feel the -- think the :/ is for boredom.. thing thats what we r going through?
im actually kinda doing it rn. i have a test tom and i haven't studied. my midterms are also next week but i just wanna run away and sleep and never wake up. everything just feels so taxing and i didn't expect that i'll feel this way.
Hmm, I actually quite like that line of thinking. Like our minds constantly need to stimulated, and the day in same old schedule isn’t enough perhaps, leaving us with a feeling of dissatisfaction. Hmm never thought of that, maybe because I’m going to school and I didn’t wanna fucking go lol only cuz it’s mandatory.
Not selfish at all, but Yh
I just don’t understand, I’m the youngest in the family, and I have to get into the line of medicine or some shit, only for the reputation, I don’t understand it is MY life lol
I really like that radio station idea tho, I’d love to have a platform like that also it’d Be cool
And damn I was reading your reply and predicted youd get through those 2 months, but you did well regardless, you haverhino skin I’m proud :)
And Yh im hella scared of the constant throw of taunts and challenges my parents will thro at me, it’s very tiring to go through... arghh
Even tho I don’t know you personally, our hearts at the same place which is nice to know
Than you so much for sharing it made me and I hope others feel better :)
Same, lowkey wanna be vegetative for 6 months and fuck off to the Maldives
I literally can’t with school work no more. I come back from school and go on this website and watch anime for escapism, I hate school. Should be thinking about what college, I’m going to attend but I don’t even know what I wanna major even damn
I lowkey wanna be a music artist, but my parents would kill me, I’ve even made a list on my notes on lyrics because I’m really invested in song writing, but... one can dream. Not asking for people to push me into trying to live my dream or anything, I’m not a Disney princess but I just wanted to know if anyone’s in the same predicament as me. Another thing is I barely get to see my friends in school, because of all covid rules and bullshit, I wasn’t necessarily THAT close with them anyway, but their absence changed my mental state, because I did enjoy their presence, everything just seems to be going too fast, idk anymore, doesn’t anyone else feel the same, as sooner as you step foot back into the house, there’s this feeling of hollowness that can’t be satisfied no matter how much fun you have, it’s all just :/ not depressed but a feelin that you’re waiting for something to happen?