Sohwa suffers psychological abuse from his father and is raised to treat Miha that way. Sohwa is conflicted in how to treat Miha like when he goes to cover him up in chapter two. He goes to cover him up and pauses throws over him and slams the door. You are right.” He legitimately craved intimacy with Miha. He was actually eager for their "date" to the ocean and quite considerate through it too.“
When he was stabbed and looked back to check on Miha to see if he was okay. Seeing him a sleep, he kind of smiled and slammed into the car. He does care about Miha. The characters profiles has Sohwa’s. Loves: Miha (but isn’t aware of it).
If you read chapter 12 again, at the end. Showa wants to get married because everything his father has he will own. Showa asked about Miha
If you look after his father asks why. Showa is blushing and has a heart in his bubble.
He did not want to marry Rihan or be with Rihan because of Rihan. Rihan knows how Sohwa feels about Miha. Chapter 21 page 19. Rihan may have feelings for Sohwa, I don’t know, but if he does, he does know his feelings are not returned. From where Miha was in his place and him wanting to help Sohwa. I don’t think he has feelings for Miha but friendship and brotherly love.
When he learned Miha was going to run away and he tried to control Miha. He was panicking. He did not handle that right but that should show how he has been affected by psychological abuse from his father. He is raised to be a mod boss. There are times he will treat Miha as a subordinate but that is how he was taught. Hopefully he will start having a healthier relationship with Miha.
Ahhhhhh can we be friends? Finally someone who tries to actually understand these characters! I'm so sad that the mahnwa keeps taking breaks but oh well...we'll wait.
Haha. I was not expecting that. I guess if you want. ^^
There are a few others that have tried to understand these characters and story. I don’t know the reason for this break but in between chapters 21 and 22 the artist kept having headaches back to back and I think had to have surgery. Their health first.
So upon learning that we're getting another hiatus...
I decided to re-read from Ch1 and realized that while he's very abusive and overbearing, Sohwa legitimately craved intimacy with Miha. He was actually eager for their "date" to the ocean and quite considerate through it too. When he realizes there's something dangerous going on, his 1st instinct is to lock the doors of the car because Miha is inside. I think upon realizing Miha's plans of running away, he panicked and recognized he cares for him more than he might've thought. I wouldn't call it LOVE, but there's some warped idea of affection there, that's for sure.
About the whole "Rihan/Sohwa/Miha" issue, that sh*t still confuses me. Rihan could be into either Sohwa or Miha, his behaviour is really odd. How Sohwa felt about Rihan and Miha I'm not sure either, we need more flashbacks about that one.
I guess we'll have to wait for Sohwa's amnesia to go away for any concrete answers.
It's insane how invested I am in this story. I hope the hiatus doesn't take too long
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