Girl huh

Ok so I was going through this artists work and after reading cigarettes and Marionette I was like damn this person is really talented I rlly liked the stories, but.... this was like the worst experience w BL I had so far, chile when may got up and the whole pretty blushing ass panel saying "he also spiked my drink" I WAS SOOO GONE BRO....THIS... HOW DOES ANYONE EVEN ENJOY THEIR LEWD SCENES THIS IS SO FUCKED UP I skipped so many sex or """cute"""" parts cause they made me super uncomfortable, AND IS EVERYONE GOING TO IGNORE THE FACT HE TRIED TO LITERALLY DO SURGERY TO IDK SLICE HIS PP OFF OR SUMN like HUH even May ignored that like..... There was so many times the author kinda hinted that May was aware he was kidnapped and he had a good head on his shoulders like "I need to leave" etc but then plot holes he pulled a 360 even BEFORE remembering who jooin was...... also there was some panels like the first outfit jooin gives may he just passes magically though the leash.... Girl ... This is not a 3D bad game that things overlap each other... The scene where may is sat and jooin is trying to perform the pp surgery he could have literally get up from that chair.... It didn't look that hard to just slide up since the knots were not to the chair... im not that familiar with that type of trauma the characters went through but I do have a bit of common sense to notice that this is romanticizing stockholm syndrome and some other mental illnesses. Anyways im exposing myself too much but this is too fucked up I physically cringed so many times. You might as well read killing stalking over this, at least there it isn't some pretty graphics portraying mental illnesses