"oh... im doomed"

It's obvi a 'i'm doomed' i totally fell for his plans and think he's cute af, potentially in love kinda doomed XD

i honestly feel like it's both haha

at first i was like "oh shit he finally realized he likes him" but then i started overthinking like "wait but what if he meant it like thiS-" i swear i overthink things like im the one in the relationship lmao i just want my dumb boys to be happy

honestly? same sksbsjsbs but i think we have our reasons to overthink this. i mean, few chapters ago the blonde was desperate for things to go back to the way they were - what if he still is?? i don't feel so sure about the blonde liking brown-headed friend... idk, maybe in the end he still wants a best friend, not a boyfriend. or maybe he really fell in love... ugh ajsbajsb

yes jsjsksjdn these are literally my thoughts and why ive been overthinking so much. i feel like he loves him but im still not sure if that love is platonic or romantic. like ugh sometimes im like "hes so whipped" and other times im like "rip brown hair hes never getting out of the friend zone". i dont even know if i want them to date or just stay friends at this point (though wholesome dating is always appreciated) ,,, i have a lot of Thoughts about this couple so im just waiting to see if im satisfied with the ending or not lmao

yea, same! i was shipping them a lot until the "go out with me for a month" and blonde being like "ugh let's pretend nothing happened". idk how far they can go or even how far it would make sense for them to go(?). i think i really understand your thoughts... there's a lot to overthink.

yes im so glad someone mentioned the whole "dating for one month thing" !! honestly that made me a little :/ cuz it felt like blondie was forced into accepting even though he didn't want to. i get what you mean about questioning how far they can go... i feel like they really need to have a conversation about all of this cuz neither of them really know where the other person stands exactly. either theyre gonna end up together and be happy or theyre gonna just be friends. i feel like it'd be cool to see them staying as friends because its an outcome we rarely see but i don't wanna see brown hair too sad so idk if id be able to take that sjdksjdj

yea, i thought brown hair was kinda forcing his feelings. then, on the other hand, blondie wanted his friend to pretend nothing happened, swallow his feelings and become best friends. i remember thinking that, in my opinion, the best solution would be for them to spend some time apart thinking about all the feelings involved and see where they'd go. everything is kinda happening too fast for them(?) - or at least for blondie, who til days ago didn't even want to think about kissing brown hair ajsbsjshs
i also get what u mean, it would have been nice to see them becoming friends, even tho i also think they can be a cute couple. ugh the conflict sjsbsjjs
but at this point i am afraid that, if they don't speak clearly about how they feel etc, hearts gonna be broken. they might really be disappointed of by the end of this month their expectations are not met... then i guess they would be apart but not exactly on good terms...
but idk i am Overthinking haha