Am I a hikikomori?

Its ok sometimes we feel like that we cut everyone off and we feel empty inside sometimes its ok to cry for no reason or to just be alone because maybe of quarantine you feeling like that try going out meet some friends or family just a small hangoht

How about you try to reach someone you know, maybe someone who used to be a good friend? Who knows, sometimes things seem scarier than they are, there is no wrong in trying. It can be quite hard to find a purpose once lost but little things like taking a walk, breathing fresh air and treating people politely can show you there's joy to find in the complexity of this world.
Wish you the best! Fight! (●'◡'●)ﾉ

I feel the same way the only thing keeping me from losing my sanity is just to read that’s why I’m here. I’m a loner I don’t have anyone to talk to so yeah I know how you feel.

I also feel the same way. I’ve been sitting in my house for the past few months living off my parents doing nothing but repeating the same days over and over again. I find myself losing track of time and even life. I hear about others making something out of their lives and I get scared because time isn’t moving forward for me, there’s nothing to look forward to. I’m lonely all the time and I have no friends I can talk to. Still, I hope we can all find comfort with each other here and through this webtoon. Wishing you all much love.

I don't know. :'( Most of the time I spent my nights over thinking to certain things that didn't happen. I tend to read a lot just to divert my attention but it won't help me.

*hugs* There are tons of maybes and what ifs right now in my head. We're alike, I felt like I was stuck in a repetitive part of my life and even though there are things you want to do for the day you'll suddenly lose interest. Haaaaaay. -_____-

I'm afraid, honestly before quarantine starts all of my good friends tend to not talk to me? We usually hang out together then suddenly I'm not included in the picture. I'm trying to do things on my own but I'm not that good by myself, I used to be very sociable but I don't feel like it right now? ai don't know exactly how to describe what I feel....

Well that applies to me as well, I read, but once I turn off my phone random things comes to my mind and it's kinda drowning me. :'(

There's this saying: a person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts.
Sometimes we allow our brains to make slaves out of us and without our consent it makes everything seem more scary, impossible to accomplish, not worthy and pointless when in reality things can sometimes be easier than expected, we only need to reconnect with ourselves, reconstruct who we are (easier said than done) and remember that you are worth the change, worth giving yourself a chance. Now, there is no need to pressure yourself, you'll break, yoi are human afterall, just let thoughts calm, set tiny goals, observe the battlefield and try the easiest options to begin with. You already are writing to a stranger, that's something.
I don't mean to nag or anything with such long text, I just want you to know that you are not alone and that this stage of life is that, a stage. From the hardest experiences we learn the most important lessons. If you have something you want to ask or talk about I'm an open book and a good listener, only if you feel like it though.
Wish you find the warrior within yourself. (=・ω・=)

Ooh, by the way, sometimes people is not mean to stay, but there are so many humans out there that surely new ones will come to share paths with you.

Ahsjsbsjsnsjw. That's too long but I felt special. It's been awhile since someone wrote that long for me. HAHAHAHAH anyways I truly appreciated those words, I felt relieved and kinda grasp into it THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I feel shy now ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ you're welcome

kekekeke don't be. :) You actually made my night. (=・ω・=)