Chapter 5 page 14 got me angry the most. Where the captain was blaming him for the rapist leaving. When the captain meed ed to take some blame for allowing him to be raped by giving the rapist the keys thus a location to rape him.
chill out okay XD
true enough that this kind of things is not good in real life, but what should you expected, it's "YAOI" so let us fujoshis (or maybe fudanshis XD) have their squealing fantasy about that, the seme was bad at first but he do that in order to get uke's attention, personally I'm glad ayumu was able to move on, he was kind of pitied during self portrait to me XDD
I hate this manga. The seme is abusive and manipulative. He rapes the uke and treats him horribly. He’s extremely possessive and unnecessarily jealous. Then he realizes how fucked up he is and later feels bad by toying and blackmailing the uke. He confesses all sad and the uke thinks its his fault and falls in love because seme confessed and was all sad. It’s abusive love. It’s fucked up and honestly very unhealthy. The seme is really fucked up and these kinds of relationships are toxic and shouldn’t be considered cute.
I guess its a manga and a cliche yaoi but in real life this shit isn’t cool and I think a lot of avid yaoi readers read yaoi and slowly become numb to the notion that these kinds of forced quick loves are ok. Its not. Its not cute. At all. It’s dumb.