But didnt he call for him. The author made sense to not want to see the scum bag. But as he was passing away in his arms. He clearly called for him. Wanting to see the old him. Shit I understand about it but i still stick with the claim of how the doc was an ass about his death. You can still love someone even if you hate them to death. But i full respect your opinion and facts of that matter.
I think he also loved him till the end but he suffered a lot so maybe he wanna breathe instead of feeling suffocated. Imo he doesn't loved the Dr in a lvl where he loved Jiang. Ik Jiang is in the wrong and he's reaping what he sow but if they ever reincarnated i hope they'd meet each other again and have a happy ending this time.
I understand that everyone hates the seme but i feel like everyone has the right to make mistakes or have the lust of wanting someone. Of course thats not a fucking excuse to fucking do it!!!!!! But when the dr hide the fact that he die was a dick move. My grandparents divorce a long time ago but when my grandmother passed away he stilled cried for her and was upset cause she passed away with no by her side. Or that he didn’t say his goodbyes. Even with his regret of getting married to someone else he was still married to her as he felt it and there is no problem with it. But no one has the right to kept someone away just because you believe they deserve it. I felt really sad when he died as well. Even though its a webtoon. But i felt hurt. No one should just decide that death is something anyone should except just cause he was so called evil in his eyes. I understand damn well that man need a fucking beating for treating our cinnamon bun like a fucking toy. But not seeing him in his last moments are even been told about until like a week later is fucked up. Im glad he passed away with happiness but he also wanted to see him before he pass. And i think people should respect that. But no lie i loved the doctor. And the man was a scum bag who should have let my honeybun go when felt desire to want someone else.