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Lilith August 31, 2020 3:51 pm

My life just got very messy at this point. I made a very big mistake and because of that I am lagging behind so much and my mental health is drained...can someone pls drop some nice words pls? Also some nice soft bl's could help...

Responses
    BobaTea_Nguyen:)) August 31, 2020 3:55 pm

    oh, nuu- Feel better soon, and even if you fall make sure to get get back up and try again!

    ~Fluffy~
    http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/733686/
    (consent. wholesome. cute, and relationship goals I can't relate to-)

    wait-
    read star x fanboy
    and
    You're amazing
    have a nice day/night

    enjoy reading~~ (●'◡'●)ノ

    ✨Suujin August 31, 2020 4:01 pm

    Umm I made these http://www.mangago.zone/home/album/94411/. Its not much but I hope it will help ease your burden even a little. These are actually things that I would want to tell myself if I were to go back in time.

    I also just want to tell you that if feel the urge to cry, please do cry it all out. Or maybe put your feelings into something like writing. Dont just hold them in and bottle everything up. Because if you do, it will continue to build until you can't hold it in any longer. And those things will come up in many other forms—forms that you expect the least. One day, youll just be surprised by yourself with the sudden outburst. So please dont hold back on your emotions boo. Letting things out as much as you are comfortable with can be a great first step. It's a process :)


    If you want to talk to someone, my message board and inbox are always open. Have a good day and please do take care of yourself.

    DED =_= August 31, 2020 4:05 pm

    Someone on my discord wrote this.


    Let's start by advising you to keep your chillness, stay calm, and by saying that I don't hate you, I have nothing against you.
    What I'm saying now applies to EVERYONE, and I hope that whoever needs help, can take benefit from it.

    Drinking alcohol trying to resolve problems is like leaking an entire gas station on a live fire.
    [6:56 AM]
    Don't use the word "suicide" like it's "hello": suicide is a serious problem, and bringing up that word very often is really childish, stupid and disrespectful.
    If you lack attention/you want some, that's not the way to attract people and to make them like you: it's the opposite, people will tend to get away from you because you bring a "negative aura", "negative mood" (let's call it by those names).

    I know, when you hit the age of 13+ things start to change: hormones, sexual development, first loves, the extreme need to have sex, etc.
    That's NORMAL! One of the most normal and beautiful things on Earth!

    But please, if you are passing through a bad time, do not make your life conditions worse.
    [6:56 AM]
    Alcohol is shit, and you are hearing it by one who likes drinking.
    If you wanna do it, wait till you are 18+, not because of the law, but because of fucking biological body development.

    Smoke is even shittier than shit: useless, ruins your lungs, heart, athletic career, and so on.

    Drugs.... well, let's not even talk abou them, if alcohol is shit and smoke is shittier than that, drugs could be compared to a whole solar sistem made up of shit.

    Years and years of evolution made us a brain, sophisticated vocal cords and a fucking tongue: T A L K, PEOPLE WILL LISTEN TO YOU, YOU JUST GOTTA OPEN THAT FUCKING MOUTH.

    "No one loves me", "No one will ever understand me", "No one will ever listen to me"... a bunch of stupid phrases that you say to yourself to stray further from help.

    There will always be someone that will listen to your words, just open up yourself.
    [6:57 AM]
    As hard as it can be, you can do it... no, you can't: you WILL do it.

    Lilith August 31, 2020 4:19 pm
    oh, nuu- Feel better soon, and even if you fall make sure to get get back up and try again!~Fluffy~http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/733686/(consent. wholesome. cute, and relationship goals I can't relate to... BobaTea_Nguyen:))

    Thank you so much...I hope I'll get better soon too.

    BobaTea_Nguyen:)) August 31, 2020 4:20 pm
    Thank you so much...I hope I'll get better soon too. Lilith

    ah np and I believe you will get better soon~

    Lilith August 31, 2020 4:21 pm
    Umm I made these http://www.mangago.me/home/album/94411/. Its not much but I hope it will help ease your burden even a little. These are actually things that I would want to tell myself if I were to go back in ... ✨Suujin

    thank you so much! I did cry my heart out. I felt so stupid for committing such a big mistake and messing my life...but I'm still trying. I hope I get better too

    Lilith August 31, 2020 4:24 pm
    Someone on my discord wrote this.Let's start by advising you to keep your chillness, stay calm, and by saying that I don't hate you, I have nothing against you.What I'm saying now applies to EVERYONE, and I hop... DED =_=

    Yes I WILL do it Im still trying to make things work as much as I can so I just hope this pain passes away soon. But no I will never give up on myself, ever.

    ✨Suujin August 31, 2020 4:44 pm
    thank you so much! I did cry my heart out. I felt so stupid for committing such a big mistake and messing my life...but I'm still trying. I hope I get better too Lilith

    Good to know that youre still determined/hopeful to get better!

    I have one last thing to add:
    When choosing life decisions, no one can really know the outcome since we can only calculate up to a certain extent. Therefore, nobody can know what the correct or incorrect decision is going to be. But what if the decision you chose lead to a big mistake? What's important are the decisions you make afterwards and the effort you exert to make that decision correct. You wont realize things unless you make mistakes. I know this is an overused statement but you just have to learn from it so that you wont make it twice. What did you do wrong? What were you supposed to do to avoid the mistake? Do you still have other options? If not, What can you do from there?

    Make a reflection. Ill tell you running away seems like the best and carefree answer, and yes you wont have to worry about anything but it will not solve your problem. Facing your problems can be a huge and painful pill to swallow but youll definitely be better soon.

    Once again, I hope youll have a great and blessed day, and please do take care of yourself :>

    hienx August 31, 2020 4:45 pm

    http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/heesu_in_class_2/

    Wholesome, very healthy love between 2 student

    AEska August 31, 2020 4:59 pm

    Hello Cutie,
    I hope you'll feel better soon!!! ♡♡♡
    be strong, you can do it! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Here is my fluffy list.
    http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/766122/

    Shounen Ai could also be nice:
    http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/765200/

    I hope you can clear your head while reading. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
    Have a good day/evening.

    AEska August 31, 2020 5:00 pm
    Hello Cutie,I hope you'll feel better soon!!! ♡♡♡be strong, you can do it! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づHere is my fluffy list. http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/766122/Shounen Ai could also be nice:http://www.man... AEska

    And also stay CALM!!!!

    Lilith September 1, 2020 6:13 pm

    It's crazy how some words from random people were able to cheer me up...Thank you so much guys. You all are such kind humans. Hope you are happy too

    Lilith September 1, 2020 7:11 pm
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    Thanks for the comforting words. I hope you get better too. Be happy and don't give up too okay! We got this fighting :)

    BobaTea_Nguyen:)) September 1, 2020 7:34 pm
    It's crazy how some words from random people were able to cheer me up...Thank you so much guys. You all are such kind humans. Hope you are happy too Lilith

    aw, I am glad those words helped you feel better! aw, you're so sweet thank you! ah I wish the same to you~~