i feel like nakyum deluded himself into loving seungho bc he never had anyone who shared him warmness before so he's leading it to believe that anyone who gives him a little attention is kind of like his world which is sad bc he deserves much better and is essentially being sexually abused
Whatever he is feeling is far from love. Seungho has his own twisted version of love and that's why he is pissed.but what nakyum is feeling is not love ,he is loathing himself because of the trauma he suffer by the hand of suengho and his jihwa and his teacher
i feel like nakyum deluded himself into loving seungho bc he never had anyone who shared him warmness before so he's leading it to believe that anyone who gives him a little attention is kind of like his world which is sad bc he deserves much better and is essentially being sexually abused