Same, I'm just baffled that an adult made this story, it just seems like a stupid ass 12-year-old's horny fantasy, and that "turn you into a girl" line is so problematic in so many ways. Idk man, it just sounds like women are over sexualized in the writer's opinion(it just makes me super sad as a feminist). I know this is porn, and I'm actually pretty chill with porn (heck, I read hardcore stuff), but lmao this is just too much even for porn...
the t o x i c i t y is too much ahaha if you enjoy rape stories then either number one you’re not fucking okay or number 2 you’re not fucking okay
probably one of the lowest ratings i’ve ever given a yaoi. sorry i just- the rape in this is so romanticized- falling in love with your rapist is unheard of and it’s just- it happened more than once too. the manipulation in this is so strong and i cannot get over it