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I think she said that because she really did it in her past time, in earlier chapter she's kinda doing all bad work so Lawrence could step up for the emperor, we can see how her face is darkened when the knight is making that joke, the very same face she make with her loyal maid when she came back in the second life (as she failed to save her maid in first life) T.T
Is she going to kill her knight? Please no (⊙…⊙ )