. . . . . . . . i think nakyum is seungho's first love. he has never been in love or had feelings for someone like he does for his painter. we all know his character as heartless and selfish so him caring for nakyum is very new and he doesn't know how to convey his emotions. the only reason he got violent in the new ch is bc nakyum refuses to answer why he is being so submissive/ whoring himself out and seungho probably at a point felt like the reason was because nakyum might be reciprocating the same feelings but he has figured that might not be the case. seungho also telling nakyum to eat bc it 'hurts' during sex is nothing but his cover to hide how he worried for nakyum's health, and him telling nakyum he only keeps him around for sex is almost his own way of convincing himself that is the reason. it's all very complicated but i just hope the best for the both of them :(( also fuck that bitch inhun for messing with nakyum's mind to begin with
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i think nakyum is seungho's first love. he has never been in love or had feelings for someone like he does for his painter. we all know his character as heartless and selfish so him caring for nakyum is very new and he doesn't know how to convey his emotions. the only reason he got violent in the new ch is bc nakyum refuses to answer why he is being so submissive/ whoring himself out and seungho probably at a point felt like the reason was because nakyum might be reciprocating the same feelings but he has figured that might not be the case. seungho also telling nakyum to eat bc it 'hurts' during sex is nothing but his cover to hide how he worried for nakyum's health, and him telling nakyum he only keeps him around for sex is almost his own way of convincing himself that is the reason. it's all very complicated but i just hope the best for the both of them :(( also fuck that bitch inhun for messing with nakyum's mind to begin with