I only had 3 guys that I liked. All of them became my best friends, I severed my ties with them one after another. I cant bear being friends with them while I actually have different motives and dirty thoughts. Never felt so sick of myself every single time. It's good I feel so indifferent right now. I don't feel anything anymore other than my stupid dirty insecurities lurking inside out.
I only had 3 guys that I liked. All of them became my best friends, I severed my ties with them one after another. I cant bear being friends with them while I actually have different motives and dirty thoughts. Never felt so sick of myself every single time. It's good I feel so indifferent right now. I don't feel anything anymore other than my stupid dirty insecurities lurking inside out.