How could you guys love this?

How????????????? This is pain! I just saw all positive comments wether this is realistic or not, this is freaking too much for me to handle, I can't change ships-- even though I find Subin and Jun cute and told myself that it's alright of it wasn't Hyunwoo it still hurts, why can't I change my ship? I'm the one who feels like a loser here-- even how cute, deserving, and good the protagonist got, I will and will be always be hurtin' when my ship in the firat place never sailed. I wish it's easy to change the guy you choose to support with the mc. It hurts like crazy. Fck, this is why I hate realistic stories as much as I hate reality, it's too much for me c'mon, who's gonna heal my freaking lonely heart.

Ps. This is a masterpiece don't take my words above seriously, I just vent everything carelessly 'cause if I don't I will carry this burden until I leave this manhwa hays.