
this one maybe?:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kizutsuite_romance/

Kathy is the godmother of all yaoi lovers X)

Haha. She could be, who knows - 40ish having started when she was 20ish. Kathy, you're a mystery!
I got into anime in my twenties, and I'm embarrassed to say it's only last year that I started getting into manga and yaoi. Damn you, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi! I've never been the same since that show...

That's really quite funny. When I was your age (can't believe I'm going there) my biggest thrill was Harry Potter.
This time I'm searching for a voilent yaoi manga . The seme is the uke's senpai . The uke promised the seme that he'll always follow him everywhere . They're hosts . And then one day the uke said he's stopping his work as a host and leaving the seme . The seme got angry after the uke slap him and the seme chock the uke . Intense . Yea , I know . That's all I remember , please help me ! It's not a finished manga so I want to check if it updated but I forgot what it's called . Please help !!!