Others will find the uke annoying but to people who can understand his trauma, you'll realize how brave of him to finally confess his feelings. The seme mentioned how Yuuto is the uke's beloved's memento. It's normal for him to put Yuuto's happiness first before himself, especially if he blames himself for Haruto's death, even if that happiness is a little bit twisted. The uke's mind works simply— what Yuuto wants, he is sure that will make Yuuto happy if he got it. That's it. He couldn't love other people if he couldn't even love himself. It's so painfully obvious how the uke actually loves the seme from the very start but he also mentioned how he doesn't know what's the difference between lust and love. Plus, the trauma that Haruto brought after blaming everything to the uke— that's the final blow. It's like, he unconsciously became afraid of love. The seme's stubbornness helped the uke a lot. If he gave up along the way, I'm pretty sure the uke will just blame himself again and will just drown further to his self-hatred. Though it brought the seme too much pain, he already signed up knowing that. He also has the choice to give up. If you think otherwise, it's like you're rejecting the seme's effort and I don't think that's right. After all, it's the seme's choice to stay no matter how painful it got and I think his feelings shouldn't be stomped by other people who thinks that his loved one is a trash.
Others will find the uke annoying but to people who can understand his trauma, you'll realize how brave of him to finally confess his feelings. The seme mentioned how Yuuto is the uke's beloved's memento. It's normal for him to put Yuuto's happiness first before himself, especially if he blames himself for Haruto's death, even if that happiness is a little bit twisted. The uke's mind works simply— what Yuuto wants, he is sure that will make Yuuto happy if he got it. That's it.
He couldn't love other people if he couldn't even love himself. It's so painfully obvious how the uke actually loves the seme from the very start but he also mentioned how he doesn't know what's the difference between lust and love. Plus, the trauma that Haruto brought after blaming everything to the uke— that's the final blow. It's like, he unconsciously became afraid of love.
The seme's stubbornness helped the uke a lot. If he gave up along the way, I'm pretty sure the uke will just blame himself again and will just drown further to his self-hatred. Though it brought the seme too much pain, he already signed up knowing that. He also has the choice to give up.
If you think otherwise, it's like you're rejecting the seme's effort and I don't think that's right. After all, it's the seme's choice to stay no matter how painful it got and I think his feelings shouldn't be stomped by other people who thinks that his loved one is a trash.