I THOUGHT I WAS ALONE!
how tho? seriously, if you read his part after raping Yeowoon (chapter 61), where it goes into depth as to their history together from Chang's point of view - Chang never saw Yeowoon as he actually is in most of the story (his own person, grown up man). He kept this messed-up image of a (young) Yeowoon, who imitated his actual brother and the younger boy/teenager he (guiltily) desired. Chang never really "loved" the grown up Yeowoon. Hence he also brutally tied him down via the debt, to keep Yeowoon as he, Chang, wanted him to be, to preserve that subservient "boy Yeowoon" Chang created for himself in his mind. And when Yeowoon diverted from that role, Chang lashed out. That's neither healthy nor really love if you think about it.
this is exactly what i thought, too. except I thought Chang was only so hard on Yeonwoo because deep down he knew he loved him. And after learning that he was sexually active and was seemingly interested in women, Chang wanted to keep Yeonwoo in a bubble to have excuses to see him and be with him without actually being with him
I'd agree to that, except Chang himself was making Yeowoon's life truly miserable and desperate via the debt, he pushed him into corners with only Chang, towering before him. He could have handled the debt very differently, especially if he loved him as an equal partner/person - even while insisting on payment. And yes, he offered him that job at his place, but rather to isolate Yeowoon further and keep him in a corner. It's just a very bad power dynamic, not constructive to any sort of healthy relationship. Change wanted Yeowoon as prey - and stay as such.
No seriously listen.. xD
There would've been less suffering for Yw if the damn coward chang just recognized, admitted and confessed to him waaayy or at least before yw got too desperate to do po*n. No debt to pay (idk. but yknow not gonna be a probs =w= .. no public harassment of him doing po*n. no lay off work. .. but yeah he would still suffer emotional and physical ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ pain..
but yeah the plot IS about yw dating gay/p*rn director cleed so im not hating..I loved it. it made me cry. just saying I'd like to see a spin off of that.. where.. yeah sure yw was in debt to chang... chang found out yw was abt or actually did solo po*n.. chang got mad.. he did fuc*ed up shi* .. ultimately confesses or smthng.. then at the end of the story.. would end up happy.
ORR cleed could be in the spin off.. but yknow.. like could be a fling of yw.. or someone who made him realize his sexuality.... ugh ive been rambling too much lol. Made me cry for yw so ive been thinking of alt realities where he's not in pain </3