Omg,this literally was like my first bl I ever read and I say, this was so disturbing and ...

damn one of the first?? )_) i think i watched yuri on ice or read a smutty manhwa holy shit im sorry bro

Tbh I had to skip a lot of chapter becuase it was really disturbing

damn bro your making me scared

Have you not read it yet?

nope im actually starting right now

I pray for you, it’s heartbreaking

NOOO! DON'T DO IT! IT'S THE THRID TIME I READ IT.
I come back every 2 or 3 years to read it, for some reason I always forget the endin. And every time I read it, I say never agin because, of course, I remember who it ends. It's not satisfying. I think if you see into the futer it could be satisfying but they don't give you a satisfying ending. It's terrible. Stop reading it hahahaha

NOOO! DON'T DO IT! IT'S THE THRID TIME I READ IT.
I come back every 2 or 3 years to read it, for some reason I always forget the endin. And every time I read it, I say never agin because, of course, I remember who it ends. It's not satisfying. I think if you see into the futer it could be satisfying but they don't give you a satisfying ending. It's terrible. Stop reading it hahahaha
The only good thing it's that it's a very good story and they touch topic of abuse in a very realistic sense.

I'm very sorry you had to read this as your first BL, maybe later it would be good for you. But as your first, fk no haha It was one of my first but yea I regreted that haha.
If you want something sad but with an actual good ending read "Ze" it's kind of dramatic but the ending it's cute. Very cute. but it's fantasy.
If you want something kind of dumb but fun (not yaoi) more BL but pure and silly, read "19 days".
And if you want something not so heavy and fluff and suuper light, read "Here u are". all of them are long mangas, but I think they are good to start.
And finally if you want something super heavy but with a very satisfying ending read "Dark Heaven" it has a very good and deep plot, but the ending it's very good (: If you like any of these you can ask for more, anf if you don't you can ask me for something different, just tell me the mood you are in. haha As you can see I feel bad that this is the first BL that you read, so if you want reccomendations you can ask (:

Haha thank you for the recommendation! It’s actually been a while since I read it, but honestly I’d never, ever read it again. I’ve already read 19 days and it was honestly really funny and cute! Same with here you are. Do you have any good webtoon recommendations? Every single time I read a webtoon it’s always dark, or really weird

jajaja yes, most of them are, I can think of a few but some of them are werid AF; I'll tell you a lil bit of each (with no spoilers) so you can decide if you want to read :)

1. Never Understand: I love this manga, it's happy and cute, there are some sad moments but overall it's cute I think. It's about a boy thats ugly and a very handsome boy. The "ugly" boy gets bullied but it's persistent and the "handsome" boy doesn't like ugly people so he's mean to him.

2. BJ Alex: This one I think it's meeh, but people liked it. So at the begining it's not fluffy, actually it's not until almost the end. It's about a boy that makes like camera chats in a porn site and he is the most popular one. He wears a mask so one one recognizes him. The other boy is a fan.

3. At the end of the road: A boy dies and comes back in other boy's body. His best friend (in his past life) starts to warm up to him. This one is a lil fkd up but I liked the main couple.

4. Cherry Blossom after Winter: I didn't finish reading this one tbh, bc I got tired of waiting for an update, but it was nice and fluffy. It's about a boy and his best friend, they live together but they don't really get a long.

5. Blood Bank: I loooove this one. But it's fantasy. It's about a bank that handles blood for vampires. It's about is a guy that works in the bank and the vampire that kinds of over sees it. (The son of one of the most important vampires).

Those are just a few, I tried to not write any really fkd up one (maybe #3, but not a lot). I wrote only long ones, idk why haha, I guess they make the best stories or character archs.

I’ve read all of them except never understand! I think ima read it this time, I’ve always just scrolled passed it since it didn’t seem like my taste. Thank you for taking your time and replying to me :)