oh my fuck. I just reread it and now my heart hurts even more.. sehyun is so strong, I cannot believe he said that him being raped "doesn't bother" him anymore. he went through so much and now he's get used to the cruel and awful treatment. im crying fr fr
a comment said to go back and read chapter 10 after 47 and LET ME TELL YALL...im crying in the club rn. whole tears