I'm on ch 1 and I'm crying, fuck this

I just start reading this and i feel you this is painful really really painful

I've finished it already,, fuck this, reallyಥ_ಥ it's been ages since I last cried just by reading webtoons.

I have a question i am on ch 43 and because of my network i can't read it fast
is he still alive?
Is he cured?
I want to know because i am going to burst into tears and i will be very grateful if you could tell me please

welp I'll just tell you what happened?? like the ending (?)








he died in the arms of the doctor. though he and his bf didn't get any chance to talk w each other, and zhishu doesn't want do see him either. (〜￣△￣)〜 btw as far as I can remember he didn't take medicines or any sort of treatment after going w the doctor, I guess that is his choice (not sure w this part but it's smthng like that)

Now that i calmed down a little thank you so much for telling me i almost fainted because i cried to much my head is still spinning i can't believe that he died he was a very good person by what he went through he is still smiling( rest in peace