you're the too good one for putting up with his ass for 3 fucking years .. like you lasted so long it's a miracle you should be getting prices or smt .. yeah you're not loved by him but fuck that you'll grow out of it .. nd honestly I think you need to lean how to let go of people that make you feel certain shitty ways like *unloved the hole time* how sad .. the first 2 months if someone is not giving u time nd showing interest .. it's coz they're not interested or that they have no love to give .. so whether you'll find someone else or not is irrelevent coz being single is better than some shitty relationship thats gonna just wreck you physically nd emotionaly nd waste your time for shit
I know probably nobody cares, but my boyfriend of 3 years and I just broke up and its got me really fucked up. He made me feel so unloved the entire time, I just put in so much effort and he gave nothing back. He’s never asked me out on a date, never texted me, has never bought me anything (which sounds superficial but in 3 years, we’ve been together for Christmas, birthdays, anniversaries etc) i was scared to ask for a hug or a kiss, but the worst part is im very physically disabled and I felt lucky to even be in a relationship as a queer, disabled man and I truly don’t see myself having a relationship in the future, I truly will die alone. Thank you if you bothered to read this :’)