Responses
It is, indeed. But I think the author try to show the ugliest possibility to happened in the victim's mind and also the people around them. It just really hit me with reality. This is how he sees the world. It is suffocating, and disgusting.
What I don't like about this story is that the protagonist still considers homosexuality as something bad that if he could he would cure it.
Not to say that everyone (including the protagonist and his LGBT friends) uses the word "a homo" which sounds quite derogatory and demeaning to me (Not to say that in this chapter they repetitively used the word "cure" when they talked about the homosexuality got on my nerves).
The amount of prejudice and internal homophobia is incredibly large in this story, not to mention that the sexual chats of straight characters seemed a bit disgusting to me (Are there really people who consider a fetish to be the smell of a vagina?).
And I like to consider Jun and Miura more as friends than "couple", although I know that many people find it difficult to understand the concept of pure friendship between men and women without sex in between, since another problem is that many consider the relationship of "lovers" heavier or deeper than "friends", and that for me is incredibly superficial.