Man writing this actually calmed me down a bit.. Sigh*
I love writing! it’s such a nice way to relax after a rough long plot with so many twisted stuff happening! ( tho i still love this webtoon ~ )
I mean what the uke did in their high school wasn't healthy or nice either. he kinda force him too and twisted his mind too, forcing him have sex so... ╮(￣▽￣)╭ the uke is selfish preak too. he is not blameless victim in here.
they both did twisted and selfish acts to each other.
Yes but the level is different. Like for example in school they were both kids with ideas and feelings of one another and im sure it was confusing to understand . They were both only thinking stuff from their version of ideas that is why they couldn’t keep up with their feelings for eachother etc etc...and they were both selfish in their own ways and yes Dohyun was the one who twisted Sungho but not everyone would turn out that way and you don't have to go out of rails and make a hell of a torture and kidnap your ex childhood boyfriend for what he did in the past.
But let’s forget all this and i just have to say one thing i just myself find it selfish which is suicide. Whatever the situation is killing yourself is just the most selfish thing you can do to another person. Yes Dohyun said it but who would be at their right mind? I don't really take sides i just think there is this big level of twisted form for both of the characters and for me Sungho is a lot more then Dohyun.
1. he wasn't a kid, he was a teenager.
2. he still didn't have any right to twist other people around him cause he is a selfish prick.
3. the uke literally almost murder him with a knife, you can't really called it a suicide ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Man i just don’t know what i would be doing in that moment in the hospital seeing him again...
like it’s so damn hard to look at someone who is my ex childhood boyfriend who kidnapped me for his own twisted feelings to the old warehouse where we had all these memories to tortur and abuse me till i lose my own mind and meaning and then make my head get twisted with the emotions of love for him again and act like we can start over become a happy family and we fuck happily ever after... ( edit: BIX HECK YEAAA BUT ALSO NOOO! ) and then when i start to think this is wrong again him drugging me to stop stressing over it and when i realize the situation I’m in is not something that I can look back as if nothing happened I would also shout and say mean things out of losing myself in that situation after all i have gone through ... and when i wake up again seeing Sungho stabbed on the fucking floor with blood all over... so selfish... i mean come on dude literally...! What do you expect it be done! I would have also taken him to the hospital but like till the end Jung Sungho is being pretty selfish... yea both characters have their sad background emotional situations but that doesn’t mean you cant act a bit more thoughtfully! Sungho had to give some space... and now he is acting as if he is the victim.
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