Same, I got stressed from barely reading it
there's alot that goes on and idk where you guys last left off but some bits that will include spoilers so I'll write below as a spoiler also sorry for the summaries not being shorter:
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Jun's questioning his place in life and what he really wants and what kind of love he's looking for. Miura the girl he bumped into and secretly likes to read BL interests her and she's interested in him. Jun's childhood friend/best friend Ryouhei is a good guy and falls in love with girls easily but realizes the girl he likes rn who is Miura is interested in Jun and decides to try setting them up instead over his own love. Onoie, Ryuhei's friend thinks it's messed up for his friend to give up on his crush that easily and talks Jun down to get him to back off from Miura but Jun does like Miura but in his mind he doesn't know which kind of like/love. He gets advice from his good online pal Mr. Farenheight on trying to sort his mind about things. Jun tries to get it on with Miura to see whether he can get hard with a girl but things end quickly when he's reminded of his gay lover. Miura becomes insecure about their relationship.
Jun, Miura, and Miura's friend+her boyfriend decide to go to the hotsprings. Jun and Miura's relationship is quickly souring and show no signs of improving and quickly take a turn for the worse when Jun receives an automated text from Mr.farenheight of his potential passing. Jun soon runs iout and bumps nto his lover at the hotsprings they frequent and they're seen together by Miura. Miura questions Jun's stance on the relationship and is given with a blunt answer by Jun and date ends.
Ryohei tries to help Jun out with his relationship with Miura by trying to get them to talk to one another and Jun agrees to go. Miura confronts him about his lover and whether he/other gay people see girls as just an accessory to tote around while being in the relationship and Jun opens up about his real feeling of not knowing what he really wants+his guilt for dating her and trying to see if he could prove himself otherwise. She's frustrated that she loves him and knows that he can't quite see her the same way.
Onie by chance overheard part of Jun and Miura's conversation (only knows that Jun is gay) and quickly barges in and picks a fight with Jun.
Soon the rest of the school learns that a student (Jun) has come out and through Jun's POV he thinks he's some odd creature on display for the students to see but with Miura conversing with him, she mentions the girls don't really care.
Ryohei tries to greet Jun like usual but with a distinct difference to Jun's displeasure.
Onoie quickly messes with Jun by trying to get Ryohei to see Jun as some terrible being he's painted himself which pushes Jun to make his way out to the window in front of all of them to their disbelief/horror.
Ch.8 (most recent as of now)
Jun survives.
mother now knows, asks if he's just confused,they fight, quickly sorted. We're given info on why he's into dating older guys.
Miura still tries to see if they can work out their relationship as she still has interest in him and hopes he can get to know her better too by bringing BL for him to read while hospitalized.
literally (￣∇￣") i shed some tears too
thank you!! :D
np! yeah I got stressed out reading it too but I really hate not finishing stories but sometimes spoilers can help motivate to finish ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
can someone summarize this for me i skimmed through it cuz i didnt want to get hurt more lmao ╥﹏╥