help? manga with realistic portrayal of rape?

BLs:

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/new_york_new_york/ ("uke" ended up being traumatized to the point where he couldn't have penetrative sex anymore)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/ (attempted rape portrayed as something terrifying instead of being brushed over as usual)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/acid_town/ (MC has a fear of father figures thanks to being r@ped growing up)

most of these are about the aftermath because i haven't seen too many that show rape as a bad thing as it's being done, unfortunately. a lot of it is glorified :(

wtf

I tried looking for some but I’m sorry if it isn’t what you’re looking for.

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oni_wa_warau_ka/ (They’re still children, there’s not much that they can do.)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/

thanks yall