Wow....

Merylou July 14, 2020 6:56 pm

This is like my 5th time reading it over again and i still can't get over the ending i keep crying

Responses
    Yaoi_lover July 15, 2020 4:17 am

    True in the end i couldn't stop crying

    Rebby FF July 15, 2020 5:37 pm

    I wouldn't dare to read it again I'm not masochist

    Merylou July 15, 2020 11:05 pm
    I wouldn't dare to read it again I'm not masochist Rebby FF

    Im not gonna like to myself or anyone else BUT some of the torture parts did turn me a little on just a little not a lot tho...

    Merylou July 15, 2020 11:06 pm
    Im not gonna like to myself or anyone else BUT some of the torture parts did turn me a little on just a little not a lot tho... Merylou

    And I'm kind of embarrassed about it I can't understand why i am the way i am

    LimaaBabyy July 16, 2020 12:39 am

    Did the guy that was doing the torture ended up falling for the main character cuz the Q&A at the ending someone asked the the same question & the person said go back to 66 but I'm still missing it.. Can someone tell me .... PS I hope they really not trying to do an anime on it , its traumatizing but it does deserve a few awards!!!

    Meowster July 17, 2020 7:46 am
    Did the guy that was doing the torture ended up falling for the main character cuz the Q&A at the ending someone asked the the same question & the person said go back to 66 but I'm still missing it.. Ca... LimaaBabyy

    Ah, the author said that Sangwoo is actually straight. So I assume he never fell in love with Bum (as that would obviously make him gay), so my favorite theory is that he was projecting his mom onto Bum (who kinda looked like her) and that's why Bum was forced to wear the dead mom's skirt all the time. Also in the times they had sex, the mom's face would be superimposed onto Bum from SangWoo's POV.

    Honestly I wish they did love each other, just because I wanted Bum to have a little happiness. Bum really did love Sang Woo. And maybe Sang Woo loved Bum, but in a way that wasn't romantic. But I honestly don't think that he ever ended up falling in love with Bum :(

    LimaaBabyy July 17, 2020 10:29 pm
    Ah, the author said that Sangwoo is actually straight. So I assume he never fell in love with Bum (as that would obviously make him gay), so my favorite theory is that he was projecting his mom onto Bum (who ki... Meowster

    Thank you!!!! everything you said was understandable. I feel the same way .... he really did love sangwoo.. I thought he did cuz the old women said sangwoo was calling bum name on the hospital bed .. But he did damage by trying to choke him cuz he misunderstood. Was hoping he would communicate with Bum ... That y i was confused lol

    Merylou July 18, 2020 8:13 am
    Thank you!!!! everything you said was understandable. I feel the same way .... he really did love sangwoo.. I thought he did cuz the old women said sangwoo was calling bum name on the hospital bed .. But he d... LimaaBabyy

    Same i really did think that sangwoo actually started to like yoonbum towards the end because he was calling for him and it was really sad