And the only thing I can think is that this story was such a weird roller coaster. My first thought is fuck I just wasted 4 hours I'll never get back. Even tho the whole story leaves a bitter and icky taste in mouth, I can't seem to hate it because it's really realistic. Especially in that even until the end, seungyu was determined to wear the perfect mask and live in his own world no matter what goes on around him. The hye girl is perfect for him, she's just as delusional and crazy to boot. There's people in this that did weird, crazy, and questionable shit but there was no perfect ending because that's not the case irl. Life goes on. And that's why this story feels unsettling. Because we inherently want to read something that will satisfy us and make us happy in the end.
And the only thing I can think is that this story was such a weird roller coaster. My first thought is fuck I just wasted 4 hours I'll never get back. Even tho the whole story leaves a bitter and icky taste in mouth, I can't seem to hate it because it's really realistic. Especially in that even until the end, seungyu was determined to wear the perfect mask and live in his own world no matter what goes on around him. The hye girl is perfect for him, she's just as delusional and crazy to boot. There's people in this that did weird, crazy, and questionable shit but there was no perfect ending because that's not the case irl. Life goes on. And that's why this story feels unsettling. Because we inherently want to read something that will satisfy us and make us happy in the end.