It was good but I'm confused how they loved each other when they just had s*x for like Idk...

that's how fiction works lo. you meet someone on the street and after one glance you fall unconditionally in love and you know you want to marry him and you'll stay together til the end of time ;)

Well, falling in love with someone without knowing much about them...
Sometimes happens in real life.
It happens to me in high school.
There was this boy, we went to same elementary and middle school, but never in same class, and I don’t know him for all those years.
Starting high school, we ended up in the same team for the orientation. First time talking to him, and liked the way he talk & smile. During the orientation, the teams has to compete, members have to discuss and work together to win. During that whole day, I keep falling more in love with him.
Finally finished orientation, time to announce the names for the different class. I keep praying for us to get into same class. And thank God we did.
1st, 2nd and 3rd year High School we were in the same class. We became good friend.
But I am a very shy & awkward person when it came to love or romantic related.
We graduated without anything happening between us.
6 months after graduation. Some of us common friends were gathering for New Years Eve party.
I got slightly drunk at the end of party and somehow confessed. But that time he already have girlfriend.
And I was somehow indirectly got turned down.
That’s how my 3 years crush ended without results.
We are now just normal good friend. Now He is married and expecting a child soon...
I hope someday, me too will find someone who really love and treasure me.... and hope I can be more brave the next time I find my love.

Omg that's so sad but what you said at the end is so true. For those who are shy, awkward and disbelieving in romance we all need to find the courage to take the first step for when we do like someone...I have a slightly similar experience and unfortunately I think it's still the same. I just can't tell the person I like them without having done confidence thay they like me back too. Despite so many years passed by...I hope you've moved on and been able to find someone new,? All the best dearie!

Damn your story reminds me of mine I'm a very shy and awkward person to but I'm also very prideful my first crush was in 6th grade I think I only had two encounters with him once he gave me some of my favorite candy chocolate crunch at our 6th grade finale field trip which was the movie theaters and we sit next to each other and I was so shocked that anyone gave me anyting or acknowledge me in anyway no one in school had, in my hand and it was just sitting in my hand the whole time melting into a gooey mess because I didn't want to eat it and I also couldn't focus on the movie but also didn't want to look at him so I just sat there trying to control my breathing not trying to look like a freak it was complete torture and then I realize it's still have the candy in my hand so I quickly ate and it almost choking he patted my back and asked if I was okay and after that he gave me a napkin to wipe off my chocolatey fingers. Almost died from embarrassment for months I would avoid him in hallways just like whenever I saw him I would power walk into the other direction when everyone got their 6th grade school year book I I didn't have any money to buy one nor did I have anyone to sign one if I did have the money so I didn't think of me missing out in anyway, but when I was looking at someone else's school yearbook I was able to see his name right next to his picture Alex Lovelace when I knew his name my crush got unbearable to bear like I thought it was destined to be for some stupid reason then next year the end of the seventh grade and 8 the grade final field trip roller skating which I'm terrible at I kept stumbling around falling hurting myselftrying to look cool in front of him but I ended up bumping into his group of friends then busting my shit bleeding he asked if I was okay and help me with my skate I got me to the sitting areawhile I was trying to collect myself from shame to say a more coherent sentence of a thank you I heard him talking to his group of friends about him moving and going high school I didn't realize he was a year older than me and that I wouldn't be able to see him again if I didn't say something or anything it was the last day of the year the final field trip it was like an anniversary of sorts it felt like my heart was breaking because I already knew I wouldn't be able to say anything I was too prideful but I had at least try so I walked over then I realized the most horrible thing that a shy awkward private person my worst nightmare was that I was taller than him I was f****** taller than him and he had skates on too that was way worse he was my last hope in sixth grade he was my exact hieght he had gorgeous hazel eyes Carmel complextion we were the perfect match but i had another f****** growth spurt I was 5'9 in sixth grade but in 7th grade I was 5'11 1/2 I suddenly mumbled a thanks to him with my head bowed down and walked away trying to hold everything in before I went to the bathroom and cried tasting the blood in my mouth from my fall earlier strangely tasted how I felt rancid copery and tears of shame ruining my face until it was time to go back to school honestly I still think about him even though I'm almost 20 6'3 now I was 12 then I can't even remember his face now just his name Alec Lovelace i spent all my time running from him I can't remember anything else (pathetic right ┗( T﹏T )┛) and after he left my 8th grade year I got tired of being quiet the only colored kid at school now that he was gone I decided to join clubs and tried to be more out going I said what was on my mind but it was too late I can't even get a picture of him cant even get an old school yearbook to remember him by.he changed me a lot he was my only the only crush I had so much passion for and that lasted for so long I just think I'm hung up on him still or keep thinking of him because how foolish I was how I wished I changed sooner maybe I could have said something to him but i still haven't been in a relationship I think it's my destiny to be a virgin this quartine is making me go crazy I just told my whole life story I'm sorry for the person who read all of this ╮(￣▽￣)╭

And that person would be me lol. I can't believe I read it all lol. It was a bit hard to follow with lack of punctuation marks but hey I got you girl! Took me down my memory lane too. That's a freaking awesome height you've got there! Gosh I wanted to be 5.9"
I hope you'll get to experience your first relationship sooner than later. All the best gal! Let's each try our best the next time we have our crush and hopefully be able to take ther first step keeping our pride slightly at bay ^^

Lord Jesus I would die from a heart attack if there was even a remote possibility he read my paragraph(￣∇￣") but that is impossible I'm sure he doesn't even remember what I look like or who I am honestly I just went into a big old rant voice speech to text mode lol just wanted to get it off my chest thanks for reading that 1,000 word mess lol unfortunately my height is wasted on me I don't like sports nor or do I have the confidence to model no matter how much people tell me to do so and I do realize now that I'm older even though I still debate about it that love is about taking down the walls in your heart and etc.... Just don't think I'm there yet ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I read them all too. I can see that you sure are very emotional during typing this. I feel you, dear.
You are still very young, plenty chance, and I hope you can grasp your new encounter before too late...
For me..
I am already over him now. But I have not yet encounter anyone that could make me feel that pure love... I am 26 already...
I really want to be married to someone I love and love me back, and be a mom who educate her own children and helping husband with his overwork, and provide them good meal to help them going...

Being a photo model for online fashion shop might be a good choice?
You don’t have to mingle or show up in front of lots of people. You can either be in studio or go outside with your photographer and the co-ordinator just 3 of you, and take pictures like you are taking instapic. You just have to learn from other model how to pose to show off the items you are trying to sell.

Thanks for the suggestion I might see if I could do that possibly but probably when all this covid stuff is over which probably might be forever ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I predict the COVID will finally totally gone around middle 2022... lol...