As someone who has personally dealt with multiple cases of dealing with pedophiles from a ...

Jacota July 4, 2020 4:03 am

As someone who has personally dealt with multiple cases of dealing with pedophiles from a very very young age I think this story is beautiful. Your able to see how horrible people treat those who are preyed upon as children. As someone who is comfortable talking about this subject to many people as it is a learning experience to many. I can say the author is able to describe how children think when it comes to their predator.

In a sense from my experience as a young child such as yui you think a lot about what happened, from what I understand why this happens is because children seek approval from their parents or just adults in general. I remember thinking constantly at school why my father wasnt here and that it was all my fault that he left. From a young age I was confused and I thought I loved my father and he loved me and that's why he did what he did.

However as i grew up (I'm currently 16) i realize that this was false and my father was a fucking pedophile. Yet some people dont understand the ones who especially dont understand are my family, I'm the youngest of 4 yet I was the only one to be touched. My brother doesnt understand at all how hurtful it is to hear him praising our father. My mom completely just disregards my mental health I was only forced to see a therapist by the judge and even then I was traumatized by the therapists!

Since as a child you can babble about how you feel to someone your told you can trust cause they wont tell. Well fuck that, when I learned that my therapist told everything to my mom I learned to hush up and severely hide every emotion in order to get out of that place as quick as possible.

It seems that people dont understand as a child there must be a strong bond where that child can trust a person. For me that has never been present and so I hide everything and I refuse to see therapists for anything. Not that my family or doctors say I need to no it's my friend. Which honestly having a friend to trust as yui does is very important for survivors having someone who you can just express yourself to.

Anyways this got wayyyy off topic anyways Oof I hope people understand that what this author portrayed is honestly beautiful and how they capture certain details *muwah* peace peeps highly doubt anyone read my rant-

Responses
    -.- July 6, 2020 7:19 pm

    A speaker at my school (a therapist with 10+ years of experience) said that if a therapist broke a part of the contract by telling others of what happened while in a session, that therapist could be sued.

    Your rant was very informing on the subject (and off the subject).

    Jacota July 6, 2020 9:44 pm
    A speaker at my school (a therapist with 10+ years of experience) said that if a therapist broke a part of the contract by telling others of what happened while in a session, that therapist could be sued. Your ... -.-

    Thanks, and I know that now however what was 7 year old me gonna do? In my kid brain all I could do was be closed off (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    But thanks for reading the rant