why does this make sense? i didn't understand half of it but i still cried when i read, now that i see this i'm gonna cry again :")
Yeah i get you totally !
Such a fucking beautiful manga..
Well it's a feeling that persist during the whole story and I think everyone felt that and that the author intended it to be like that.
At first I kept thinking "welp, I will start understanding at some point once the whole mess is presented and it starts resolving, right??" But then it ended. Just like that. No further explanations, no resolutions.
I am 100% sure that this story was meant to be like that, and it is what it makes it unique in the vast world of BLs.
I thought this story was going to be a lot more extense. After reading this I just have the feeling that I happened to come across the mind of giju while he was dying. Messy and chaotic, a lot of things left unexplained, just as if someone who was about to die tried to recap all the important things that happened on their life.