I think it's because she would get tired of everything like the Duke and resent the DukeAnd it will turn bad for everyone Elly
I think it's not that....well there is a chapter that she says that life is worth it when it's short so yeah....and no one can be happy all the time while their alive.. '
Honestly if its me I want to turn into a vampire...well why doesn't she want anyway?nevermind just a opinion from me. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭