1: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_paper_plane_which_is_under_the_rainbow/
2: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/141108/
3: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ai_no_don/
4: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/time_letter/
5: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/anata_no_kage_wo_ou/
6: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shiawase_wo_anata_ni/
7: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koukai_no_nai_jinsei_wo/
8: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deep_love_pao_no_monogatari/
9: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shii_chan/
10: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dekinai_ko/
11: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_forgetful_wife/
12: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sky_sky/
Now they are not shounen-ai or yaoi except for the first one but they are most likely to make you cry buckets and also let me know what you think. :))
searching stories where
-uke died
-seme died
-seme do shits, uke lost his shits and break up, never getback
-uke whos tired asf