
Tbh, i really didn't like bl at first but the girls in my class are really into it so I thought like maybe I should try reading them to.. I dunno like impress the girls or have something to talk about. Basically what I mean is having a common interest with them. But now I actually enjoy reading them, its quite fun

I'm lithromantic and I have a crush on a guy (bi guy here): I like to picture us together, holding hands ecc, but as soon as I talk to him all my feelings seem to disappear. The same happened with another guy: talking ecc was fine, but when we met for a date and I tried holding his hand I felt so uncomfortable that I stopped talking to him. It just felt wrong. In my head I want to date, I'm also very romantic, but that ends there

I really do get that. It's like you just want to continue admiring them but you dont actually wanna date them.
Waitt hold on a second....... I think that's what I've been feeling. ADMIRATION. Maybe i only like her as a person because she's pretty and totally my type... but i dont really like her as a girl that's why i dont want to date her.. I dunno what I'm talking about ( ̄∇ ̄")

when you said impress the girls my mind directly went to http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/doushitemo_yaritakute_gakuen/ lmao (I am not calling you an idiot just the base of the situation is similar) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
OH SOMEONE'S GETTING JEALOUS ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
BTW, LITHROMANTIC, IS THAT A REAL THING?
IF IT IS THEN I AM DEFINITELY EXPERIENCING IT.
YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT NEVER THOUGHT OF DATING THEM, INSTEAD YOU JUST WANT TO STAY LIKIN THEM. I KNOW THAT FEELING. I HAVE A CRUSH BUT I DONT WANT TO DATE HER BECAUSE I THINK IF I DATE HER I WONT LIKE HER ANYMORE. THAT'S JUST MY ASSUMPTION BUT I'LL NEVER KNOW IF I WANT TRY.
P. S I REALLY LIKE HER THO.
INCASE YOUR WONDERING, YES I AM A MAN. I AM STRAIGHT BUT I SOMEHOW ENJOY READING BL. I THINK IT'S INTERESTING