Me too especially with friends. When they talk with each other they always listen to one another but when I speak, they don't pay attention to me much and focus on their own things. I feel like the unimportant side character that is unnecessary to the group but is there to make them look good to the readers in a story.
I can relate to this! Except that after so many freaking years I have 2 really good friends since last year whom I can respect and joke with and they do the same, it's like a blessing after so many failed relationships. maybe you will also find the good ones, you just need to hangout with people more!
This episode made me truly depressed, what Elina thinks I can really relate to her, not one person listens to me despite me just having a low self esteem; being an adult small woman, when I try to speak in my own house in front of my own family I am ignored easily, it's like I am just there taking up oxygen they could be using.