Yes when I was reading fools and out if control.
Fluffy
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/day_off/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/suzutsuki_neko_wa_nyao_to_naku/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kitto_oujisama_ga_nante/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oh_my_assistant/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yamada_to_shounen/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oita_ga_sugiru_wa_koneko_chan/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hoshi_to_harinezumi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/almost_paradise/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shoushin_otoko_ni_haru_no_arashi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/senpai_danjite_koidewa/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/negative_kun_to_positive_kun/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kazoku_gokko_kikuya_kikuko/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kyou_mo_ashita_mo_asatte_mo/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ga_terasu_koi_no_hikari/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/two_too/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nee_senpai_oshiete_yo/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zattou_ni_asobu_sakana/
Start with this one
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/day_off/
For more fluffy u can check out my list
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/566471/?filter=&page=1
Same especially because I've been in a toxic relationship
I feel the same
Do you sometimes read a very cute and lovey dovey yaoi and feel bad after words like you feel like you will never get any of this love in your life i often feel sd because of it