I love doumeki more hahaha. But I like yashiro also.
But he has his reason also. By pushing him away he feels that doumeki will be safer. Just like anyone of us, when we care for someone we want them to be safe.
You're expecting classic uke reactions and Yashiro is not like that, I think both deserve equal love but cmon, Doumeki had a family, a sister that loved him and pretty much a normal life until getting arrested, Yashiro on the other hand never knew one single feeling of love, of happiness, how can you sit through all this chapters, read all that has happened to him and say that hes "making this complicated" because he literally lived 40 fucking years being used like a glory hole, sleeping naked in the snow, being hurt and humiliated? Its ridiculous that you think the seme deservers more since hes a "good guy", Yashiro is traumatized! You can't undo trauma in one year or two! He deservers so much more love than anyone else here! And if they start to get all emotional now I would ask myself "what manga is this? Cause this is not the saezuru I know" this has always been slow pace and thats one of the reasons for it to be such a masterpiece. Yashiro couldn't even remeber Doumeki face properly do you think a yakuza boss is gonna cry in the middle of the street for a guy? This is not just some generic yaoi where the uke thinks and reacts like a teen girl
I'm curious why do you guys like yashiro so much than doumeki? Lmao don't get me wrong i also like him.. but doumeki deserves more love imo, and if anything.. yashiro is just making things complicated by always running away and being hard-to-get ;___; my kokoro can't take it anymore.. and i have to wait a long ass month for an update.
Their meeting should be much more than this.. i want Yashiro to feel angst and desperation of love for throwing doumeki away like that..