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It is true Lewis keeps thinking about that jerk jiang but if you can see the memories of Lewis, it was always from the past where they are still students and wearing unform.
Do you know why? Coz Lewis feels love from the past Jiang. He was in love with the past Jiang but not the current Jiang. That is why he never wishes to see current Jiang in his final moments instead he wants to remember the past Jiang whom he loves.
I know Jiang is a total jerk, but I can't help but to think what if zhishu spend his last moments with him would it be less painful? Afterall his thoughts are always around him even in his last breath! Atleast let them have a final goodbye! It breaks my heart into million pieces.